benjo shakit agi..

Semua orang cakap kalau fully bf baby at least for six months baby akan sihat, susah nak sakit, kalau sakit pun cepat sihat.. at first tujuan saya bf baby pun sebab nak baby sihat. But things change now, betullah.. apa kita nak buat pun tujuan nya lillahita’ala.. benjo was fully bf until 9 months old, and still bf till now with additional fm. Tapi selalu je tak sihat, paling lama pun two weeks sihat, then sakit balik, either flu, cold, cough.. oh am not complaining, just wanna share with mothers out there, when our kids are sick, it’s a TEST for us. I don’t know how to describe it, the cure words are; patient, strong, grateful, thankful, doa.. alot of it.. and more patient, sabar, sabar.. sacrifice..

Benjo cuma sakit bias a je, biasa la budak2.. last two weeks he got diarrhea & vomiting.. lemah je dia kesian.. so I took two days EL to look after him. After one week he got back on his feet and become the REAL benjo again, hehe boys being boys.. lasak sgt sampai jatuh bibir berdarah pun nak panjat2 lagi. Then I got two days MC pulak sbb berjangkit diarrhea dengan benjo, mind u diarrhea boleh berjangkit ye. Nurse kat dispensari yg bagitau kalau kita jaga anak diarrhea possibility untuk kit a jangkit pun Ada, kalau tak jaga kebersihan betul2.

And now, lebih kurang seminggu benjo selera makan balik after diarrhea, dia kena ulcer pulak kat tekak. Not sure if it’s a typical ulcer for babies, tapi ulcer dia kat tekak penuh biji2 kecik putih dalam 10 biji gitu.. oucchhh sure pedih uolss.. padanlah.. hari isnin tu nursery cakap dia menangis the whole day (dah tu take reti2 ke nak call I kalau dah nangis tak henti tu). Sian benjo. Malam, after got back from sekolah perniagaan around 10pm still nangis lagi, Papa kata dia tanak susu, tanak makan, asik nangis je.. end up tak tido the whole night (OK, Ada jugak lah lelap 10 menet gitu, tido bangun tido bangun) Pukul 4 pagi turun bawah main kucing baru la diam, pastu bawak masuk rumah nangis lagi. Esok nye (which is today), komfemlah Mama EL, bawak gi paed, oh OK.. Ada ulcer.. no wonder, Sian dia. Hmm jaga anak yang Ada ulcer lagi susah drpd anak demam. Hmm.. pastu Mama tak sanggup nak tinggal benjo kat nursery lagi esok.. komfem menangis je tak henti.. plus ubat nak kena bagi lagi .. tapi.. tapi.. bln ni je dah amik 3 EL.. last month 5 days leave. Hey.. Ada 10 months ahead cuti tinggal lagi 17 hari je.. huhu..

Get well soon benjo!

nanges..

Hukhuk..

Rasa nak nanges.. baru lepas bercakap2 dgn super-bos, makin banyak new role & responsibilities terpaksa digalas..

Tapi .. tapi .. bibik masih belum ketemu juga. Ada agen offer bibik mahal sgt, RM450 sebulan 4 Kali je dtg rumah. Camtu tambah sikit lagi je dapat full-time maid huhu ..

Bila tengok opismate organize party for a friend leaving the company.. saya fikir, bila la nak merasa farewell party sendiri ni. Hadoii ..

Itulah.. gaji mau besar, tapi bagi responsibility lebih sikit dah nak nanges..

Hukhuk.. nanges lagi.. hukhuk..

Mungkin bila barang itu sampai dari US nanti dapat menyapu air mata ini .. huhu

cepat selamatkan

.. Wang saya!

Rasanya lebih baik saya sembunyikan Wang saya di ASB secepat mungkin. Cepat! Sebelum terlambat!

bibik mania

I think I have spent most of the days last week surfing about part time maids/cleaners. Procleaners, sparkle cleaners, coming clean etc etc.. penat uolsss

After being intimidated by the news that immigration would launch operations against PATI, we decided not to hire the maid that offered rm30 per session. Actually, I was the one who decided, Papa ikut je. Out of guilt seeing Papa scrubbing the toilet every month, and not having the time myself to do every chores, plus dusty ceiling fan, cabinets and all that need to be taken care of, I decided to hire a part time bibik.

Tapi susah nya la nak carik.. so finally i ‘ve settled with Procleaners. Well, I THOUGHT I’ve settled..

So they promised to come today. I left my house messed up the whole week, 10 storage bottles left unwashed, dirty pottery, clothes remained in the ampaian, benjo punya dirty pants yang dah terkena berak dia (he’s got diarrhea the whole week), another basket of laundry, my falling hair scattered around the dusty floor, bed sheet messed up with muntah & berak benjo.. yezzaaa all these are to be taken care of by the maids! Yeay!

Just now I called back the agency to confirm, and he said, “oh, the supervisor forgot to put it into our schedule, we definitely cannot come today, maybe next week, I’ll call you back.”

Damn, damn, damn! What I’d do to have u here, here! I wish u were here!

I laugh out to myself, serve me right. Get lost u bibik, I’m a supermom OK, I’m OK with this, I’m so used to this. And get lost u Procleaners yg tak pro langsung.

Kay, now take your butt off the sofa and get moving! Yeah, it’s my show time!