post-exam

.. is like a post-war.

The home is like an abandoned battle-field, selonggok kain-baju need to be folded, some other longgoks are hanged at the ampaian and in the laundry baskets. EBM’s bottles left unwashed by the sink. Floor, ceiling fan, cabinets are all dusty (and hairy – oh rambutku masih gugur due to post-natal).

And myself, am like a tired soldier, traumatic, stressed and exhausted.

I’m now thinking how should I spend this little time I have before new semester begins on 13 Feb. Firstly, is to spend all the nights and weekends with little Benjo outside, at the swimming pool (his favourite), playground or bringing him for brisk walking, or reading him the books and accompanying him watching videos (have bought so many dvds but satu pun tak tengok lagi!) Ah, one more thing, I have to help him practice walking. His closest friend at the daycare dah pandai jalan, and he’s like one-month older than Benjo. Benjo pun kena pandai jalan jugak the soonest so you guys can play together with the big brothers.

Hmm semua about Benjo. Benjo this, Benjo that… Tak boleh la, I cannot NOT thinking about him even for a second.. (ah ape da ayat saya ni)

Ok, other things I wanna do is to reorganize our second room, or the study/prayer room. It should look more appealing and colorful so that I don’t have to go to the library to do revision after this. You know one thing that makes me a neat person? I would be neat if I were a student. That is, I can’t focus on my reading if the space is semak-semak. But recently as Benjo came into our life, our home is constantly bersepah, and saya pulak macam 24 hours round the clock is not enough to handle everything kan.. so NOW, yes NOW, is the time to reorganize and rearrange things!

And yes, I wanna do some readings too. All the books in the shelves yang tak sempat nak baca, please finish them! =) Also, since I got RM200 book voucher (for being 1Malaysia student hehe) I’d like to buy two books; Steve Job Biography and Leaving Microsoft to Change the World. Have anybody read this later book in english version? Coz currently only available in Malay translation in MPH and kena pergi Kino plak to get the english one. Tak sabarnya to get those copies! Yikes!!!