On a rainy day..

Am not feeling well. Have experienced this since last week. Not too well to do work but not too sick to beg for an MC. Cold, cough, sore throat and sengal-sengal the whole body, urgghh… memang sengal saya =)

I don’t know. All I want now is a good night sleep, undisturbed. But that seems not possible, even for one night. I would sit quietly on the bed when I woke up in the middle of the night nursing Benjo, reminiscing the good old days when I used to sleep 8 hours straight, sleep like a baby that is, not sleep WITH a baby like now…

This little monster really sleeps like a monster =) He spins around 180 degree and at some points during the nights we found him lying above our heads, cross the bed. Only God knows how he did that. We really concern about him falling off the bed that we stack some pillows fencing the bedding area. Sometimes Papa would crunch himself sleeping on a very small space as Benjo has conquered the bed. Yes, he is all over the place =)

There was one time, I took a day off from work, sending him off to the daycare and tried taking a nap in the morning. It was not exactly a nap, it was a heavenly sleep, and a good rest, and that when I woke up around 11 am I was so shock and cried crazily, Benjo! Benjo! thought that how on earth I can sleep so soundly? What happened to Benjo? Where is him? Is anything happen to him while I was asleep? Cos I merely unconscious.

Think I have already forgot how is it like to have an undisturbed good night sleep.

Nah, I just wanna take it easy. It’s an experience every mother would go through. Being a parent myself making me appreciate my parents more.