a come back
Think I gotta to go back to blogging. But where do I start?
I have been like this when September began.
Sometimes I wish I lived in 1920s, when all we care is only home and the kids.. when we are the Home Affair Minister, solely. Where I don’t have to drive like a crazy idiot every morning to work and worrying about my bad attendance record, worrying about the annual leave that is never enough, worrying about depleting stock of breastmilk, milk-expressing schedule.. But .. I guess it was so boring back then when we don’t have telly, internet, tablet, facebook, online shopping, Mid Valley.. oh no! Okay, I’d rather overwhelm myself with all these new portfolio of ministry, where I am the Menteri Wanita, Keluarga, Masyarakat, Kewangan, Kesihatan, Pendidikan, Sumber Asli, Pelancongan and for all that matters, as long I can have all these social needs, I would be okay. I think I’d be a better mom if I work.
But all this work-life balance thingy, when I have to juggle all at once, when all the balls are in the air, which one to drop first?
I don’t know. But certainly not my beloved Benjo, and Papa.
I’ll make sure everything will be taken care of, nicely in the air, even if I have to juggle with one foot, and standing on another!
